i slept the whole afternoon + evening when im back from hospital.

onli woke up ard 2030.
dun feel like waking up.
felt so damn lazy.
had my dinner.
my bro bought mi chicken rice.
eek!
at tat point of time dun feel like eating tat.
dunno y.
managed to finish it.
sian.
my mother cant cook for like 2 weeks to 1 month.
bcoz of her operation.
hafta settle my dinner my own.
HOW?!?!
anybody free can date mi out for dinner le.
k?
provided im oso free lah!
haa!
=D
but everybody now is like busy wif schoolwork le.
hmm.

share wif u all some pic ba.
since like nth to blog le.
...

*taken during a BORING lecture.. look whos behind mi sleeping! LOL! =D

*taken during lunch while i was eating using di's phone.. if u can see.. look how MUCH rice the auntie gave mi.. as if feeding pig! LOL! =D

*hmm ai ren.. still rmb this pic? credit to u for this pic.. i reallie felt blissed when i received it.. but too bad everything had ended so soon.. its ok! wo kan kai le! hee =P

*taken on 26032006.. on our way to victoria concert hall for infusion 2006.. =)

*tats june, mdm wu and mi!! =)

*june and mi wif my trumpet!

*attendance - 5/7`` look carefully.. tat baba iris closed her eyes! -_-"

lesson at 0800.
mobile applications project.
i onli reached my lab at 0806.
my lecturer already started to explain abt the lab le.
so early.
haa.
i did the lab wif jason.
omg.
-.-
aft tat 2hrs de lab.
it was wireless mobile communication de lab.
sian.
early in the morning got 4hrs of lab.
bth.
i got no partner for tat.
so i did it alone.
i miss my ex-lab partner.
AI REN!!!
i had been doing all the lab wif her.
and is ONLI her no matter wat lab.
haa.
ai ren ah.
got miss mi when doing lab mah?
=P
sae is sae i do the lab alone lah.
i oso discuss wif jason and xu ning.
lol.
and i oso walked ard the lab to check for correct answer.
i started to talk to my classmates le.
lol.
and 1 of the ger told mi tat she tot im from china.
-.-
still rmb mrs chou oso sae i look like from china.
lol.
aft lab.
met ai ren den went canteen haf lunch.
aft lunch is tat mobile applications project de lecture.
sian lor.
in there we all oso talk.
den receive a call from hospital saeing tat my mother de operation done le.
i planned to go aft the lecture and picked her up de.
since she so early finish the operation.
den the lecture oso bo liao.
so i left lor.
and went to hospital to bring my mother home.

these few daes had been looking for my phone de themes.
had downloaded 1 winnie the pooh de theme.
ooo.
xiu dun jealous k?
hee!
bleah!
=P

oh ya!
ai ren.
this is the blog im talking abt.
http://www.colinandkero.blogspot.com/
go and read it ba.
=x

like nth to sae le.
sian.
sian.
sian.
-.-

reached sch ard 1000.
went for comm skills tutorial.
the lesson was damn boring.
the tutor kept on talking and talking.
the worst thing is..
she kept on laughing to herself.
while we the whole class was SILENT.
omg.
can u image the situation?
i will feel weird lor.
haa.
i kept on falling alsleep during lesson.
i controlled not to.
but i cant do it.
=(
lol.
hafta do a cover letter.
a resume.
and go for a job interview!
SCARY!!
=x

den had lunch at 1200.
aft tat no lesson le mah.
but i haf lah.
maths lor.
at 1500.
jinlong decided not to take.
and i decided to take.
actually got a few minutes i oso wana drop.
coz..
no one acc mi.
sian.
i think tat is a stupid reason/excuse to give up sth i like right?
i asked di wat shall i do?
she told mi tat if she is the one who haf interest in it.
she will go for it no matter wat.
ya.
den.
i think again.
i decided to take lor.
to achieve my goal wat i said earlier on.
ya.
hopefully!
=)
maths lesson was alright.
started at 1515.
dr lim hafta stop at 1600 coz he was forced to attend a meeting.
ya.
he was being FORCED!
lol.
so we onli attended the lesson for 45mins.
hmm.
ya.
im going to the tutorial this sat.

serene called mi to work at 1430 this sat.
i told her i will try my best.
hmm.
band at at 1300.
go there straight lor.
but.
so i cant haf lunch le lor.
hais.

ivy juz told mi tat tom.
our mds rider.
scolded audrey using vulgur languages.
OMG!!!
he is so damn daring lor.
i noe almost all of our rider dun like her.
no one scold her b4.
he is the first one.
LI HAI``
so transnational..
OC and OM came down.
to talk and to settle the prob.
ya.
i missed the show!
how sad``
=P

*sleepy?

*school time!

haa.
pics taken early in the morning b4 i leave home to sch.
saw cedric.
he drop the bus and i board tat bus.
i din saw him.
he waved at mi.
hee.
reached sch ard 0740.
went canteen and rot wif them.
elq at 0800.
first hr was still awake.
second hour start to feel sleepy le.
haa.
third hour e-quiz.
sianz.
aft tat went for lunch.
aft lunch.
got lab.
telecomunication de lab.
i partner wif a china guy.
hais.
im always the odd one in class lor.
=(
i dunno how to do tat lab lor.
cant get tat idiotic waveform.
dun gif a damn.
i copied ans from jason and xuning grp.
lol.
aft tat was wireless moblie comm de tutorial.
i copied the first qns de ans.
when he is going thru the second qns.
i fell asleep le.
haa.
he talking abt fourier series.
oso learn b4 le.
at the end of the tutorial.
he sae it wun be tested.
-.-
lucky i was sleeping.
LOL!!!
=D
aft tutorial went to meet di.
she oso finish sch at 3.
so we walked out of sch together lor.
den went home.

jinlong asked mi wana gif up third year maths or not.
wth.
hais.
i dunno lah.
actually i oso scared tat no time to do project or wat leh.
argh!
another thing to fan abt.

congrats yun who had passed her BTT.
=)
i dunno since when sae wana take till now still haven.
-_-"

philip changed car le sia.
blue subaru!
wah.
nice lor.
haa.
rich guy!
=D

Thursday, April 20, 2006

finish sch at 1400.
went home.
coz ai ren and the rest still having lesson.
finish sch early oso cant go out them now le.
we all diff time table.
sad.
reached home.
still felt veri irritated coz i bought the bluetooth adapter when i bought my phone.
but cant use.
i dunno wat prob.
i called up the company and ask.
wat tat person asked mi to do i had already done.
so he asked mi to go down to the service centre to check.
lucky the service centre near my home.
5min bus trip.
ya went there.
he checked for mi.
think got prob ba.
changed a new one for mi.
so now im able to transfer my pics to my com and post le.
yippie!
=)

Friday, April 21, 2006

lesson at 1000.
at elp.
i finished tat assignment less den an hr.
finish can go.
so i went off first.
met tat gang for lunch.
aft tat im having tutorial.
aft tat another hr break AGAIN.
omg.
ai ren and gang having lesson.
siao liao.
ended up i went to rot at mac wif quixiang, shengfa and yuanwen.
ya.
talked a little.
FINALLY!
haa.
aft 1 week tat was the first dae i talked the most wif my classmates.
lol.
aft tat lab.
i got no partner.
den finally i saw a ger came in.
i tot i got hope.
she went to sit beside jason.
i asked jason help mi ask whether she got partner.
but she sae she wana do on her own.
wah.
ok lor.
fine.
ended up i partner wif a guy.
nv see him b4 de.
haa.
hmm.
tat lab shld end at 1800.
but 1700 i finish le so ciao lor.
suppose to meet my jies at srg at 1900 de.
but still early leh.
while im thinking to go home first or not.
june called mi.
hee!
she was at j8.
so i went over to j8 first to meet her lor.
we shopped awhile.
den went to srg to meet iris and xiu.
den we went to chomp chomp for dinner.
GUESS WHO I SAW?!?!
i saw MY TORO!!!
my nyp shuai ge!!!
omg``
at there oso can see him.
fate?
lol.
=D
i sms ai ren immediately.
she asked mi to follow him.
-.-
she ask mi whether i fell in love wif him le ar.
lol.
seriously.
no.
haa.
coz.
i dun even dare to talk to him.
how to fall in love wif him.
wahaha!
enough of my toro.
back to our dinner at chomp chomp.

*stingray
*satay

*chicken wings

tats wat we ordered.
we having oyster and carrot cake too!
wow!
yummy!
i forgot to take the giant sugar cane drink.
i dunno y they like dun wana take photos on tat dae.
so onli pic of food.
no us.
haa!
we oso saw jan, darrell and timothy there.
saw dexter at srg interchange aft our dinner.
singapore small ah.
can met so many ppl in the same area without meeting.
hmm.
btw.
i juz dun wana sae wat i felt b4 the dinner.
i believe the rest of my 3 jies noe how i felt.
ya.
i seriously DAMN hate empty promises.
duh!
who like it!
dun gif mi stupid and lame excuses.
i noe u are lying.
i asked myself not to think so much.
coz i DO trust u.
plz dun take advantage of tat.
and oso.
plz dun play anymore MIA game.
'she' is worried abt u.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

went to band at 0800.
onli managed to play my instrument for like 2hrs?
the rest of the time was spent on theory.
ya.
i noe its good.
but its too boring le.
i was like dozing off man.
lol.
onli understand half-half.
haa.
heard tat this fri got so-call 'remedial lesson'.
lol.
coz next sat got test.
omg``
but i think im going for my maths tutorial.
i told dr lim im going le.
haa.
see am i lucky to skip tat test.
lol.
aft band we went to kfc for lunch.
i went off to work.
they stayed there for meeting.
punched in for work at 1500.
conducted 2 parties.
was alright i think.
cant rmb le.
den on floor.
was damn tired halfway.
coz i woke up 0530.
went to band.
den work.
non-stop.
had not rest.
den serene still asked mi do this do tat.
pissed off.
angry.
i oso dun reallie gif a damn to her lah.
punched out at 2345.
the mds van driver azmi sent mi home.
joey asked mi wana go clubbing or not.
i sae cannot lah.
i finish work so late.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

woke up ard 0800.
bathed.
den mi, my bro and my mother went breakfast wif shufang auntie, henry uncle and sao wee!
haa.
quite some time nv see them le.
every sunday they will come my place here de market for breakfast de.
i seldom go coz im always still sleeping.
my mother nv wake mi up when there came.
now she wake mi up coz.
hafta to pray my ah gong.
ya.
had breakfast.
den went amk de temple to pray my ah gong.
qing ming.
we went kinda late ah.
lol.
i oso nv see my ah gong b4.
he passed away b4 i was born.
nv go pray ah ma coz my mother dunno how to go.
is at lim chu kang.
oso nv pray my grandfather and grandmother.
they are both in malaysia.
every yr qing ming oso cant go back.
sch lor.
sad.
hmm.
aft praying my ah gong.
i went to work lor.
punched in for work at 1300.
conducted 3 parties.
first one was alright.
second one complaint mi.
-.-
hope audrey wun noe tat.
if not i will be in DEEP SHIT!!!
the third one.
the birthday was 7 years old.
and guess wat.
her mother planned a surprised party for her.
well.
ya.
im reallie JEALOUS!!!
such a young age her mother planned such a big thing for her.
from her expression.
i noe she is shock.
i dunno she felt touched or not lah.
if mi.
i will reallie feel TOUCHED!
i was there watched the 'surprise' process.
i oso feel like crying le man.
if ever i haf sth like tat.
i can garentee im sure i cant hold back my tears.
haa.
ok.
i shld stop day dreaming.
=p
hmm.
joey din went clubbing on sat.
but sun she going AJ club.
if i nv rmb the name wrongly lah.
its a special club.
asked mi wana go or not.
cannot lah!
mon sch.
haa.
hmm.
den june did closing.
wait till she come.
talk rubbish wif her.
crap wif her.
she hor.
dun dare to go storeroom and crewroom alone.
asked mi to acc her go.
jia lat!
lol!
den she oso asked mi next sun wana go clubbing or not.
mon holiday.
labour day.
haa.
can consider.
but she sae she going wif her mgr friends.
i scared ps leh.
lol.
i asked her to call mi again to cfm wif mi see i wana go or not lor.
coz oso hafta see hows my schedule like.
and oso see i got money or not.
lol.
=D
i got such 2 cool mgrs who will asked mi to go clubbing.
wahaha!
hope got 1 dae can go wif them ba.
hee!
=P
went off ard 2345.
coz i miss june.
i work dae den she closing.
sad.
haa.

Monday, April 24, 2006

reached sch ard 0910
went for lesson.
was alright.
den got lecture was my ai ren and gang.
was kinda boring.
talked to my ai ren.
and those guys crapping.
made mi laugh.
noe mi de ah.
wat will happen when i laugh.
for a few times the lecturer was looking at our area.
haa.
and oso nv miss out sleeping during lectures.
lol.
wah.
jia lat sia mi.
wahaha!!!

tml lesson at 0800.
lecture if my ai ren!
onli!!!
wahaha!
btw.
ai ren ah.
u veri busy hor.
busy till nv online.
nv update ur blog since like 11 daes b4 sch reopens?
lol.
UPDATE!!!
=P

aft 2 yrs studying ecc in nyp.
i finally like wat im studying.
not wat im specialise in which is wireless.
i decided to take third year maths.
tat is a optional elective.
no module credit.
made no diff to my gpa.
juz a head start and taste how is uni maths gonna be like.
when i decide to take tat.
i got no thinking of going into uni.
i take it juz simply i like maths.
juz wana noe more abt maths ba.
dun ask mi y.
juz..
like it lor.
haa.
when juz now i went to the first lecture.
i got a sudden interest to take maths degree aft my diploma.
ya.
finally i find myself a goal in studying.
noeing wat i wana do next.
well.
i think i shld stop blaming myself anymore for failing my o's eng.
got no choice juz to study ecc.
and now.
its ecc who made mi can take third yr maths.
and made mi noe wat i wana do next.
juz hope tat my goal will come true ba k!
=)

hmm but this third yr maths got sat lesson.
9 to 11 for tutorial.
but im having band.
jinlong joining too.
i ask him to go and let mi see lor.
haa.
see how lah.
ask them to change band prac timing?
wahaha.

todae lesson start at 1010.
comm skills.
sian.
dunno y my class so attentive de.
and im so bored till wana slp.
but no one slp.
so i dun dare to.
paiseh.
LOL!!!
aft tat lunch.
den aft lunch is national education.
combine lecture.
wireless wif telematics.
so di oso wif us.
we all together looks like our a1 class.
haa.
den the lecturer need volunteers to go pulau tekong.
i wana go.
i ask di to go wif mi.
the rest of them dun wana go.
haa.
until our turn to write our names.
its already exceeded the num of students he needed.
dunno y our this lecture grp response so overwelming.
we still write down our names.
tat lecturer will do sth to it.
whether we can go or not.
hope i can go ba.
=)

dunno y im so active during this sem.
wana go tekong.
take third yr maths.
haa.
sth wrong in my mind?
LOL!!!
=D

beng and jan took telematics.
i oso dunno wat so good abt tat.
well.
i oso dunno wat is so good abt wireless yet i still take it.
haa.
beng and di same class ah.
haa.

tml lesson 0800 to 1400.
=)

reached sch ard 0750.
lesson at 0800.
den i realise tat philip and jinlong de lesson not at elq.
i was shocked.
den i called ai ren.
lucky she same as mi at elq.
now i noe hoe they split the class le.
a1 and a2 which is philip and jinlong de class.
they are taking the diff elective module from a3 and a4.
which is ai ren and my class.
lucky got ai ren wif mi.
if not i siao.
haa.
aft tat 3hrs de elq.
went for lunch.
aft tat mi elp.
telecommunications.
like doing comprehension lor.
freaking sian lor.
aft tat was 3241 de tutorial.
forgot wats tat le.
haa.
tat tutorial is damn sian.
i sit up straight oso can slp.
he talking rubbish all the while.
1 hr de tutorial he onli go thru 3 qns.
-.-
finish sch at 1500.
met di den we go home together.
the rest of them end sch late.
reached home.
surf net.
den had a nap.
was quite tired.

juz now serene called mi.
asked mi not to go band and ask mi to go work.
bcoz yun rui exam coming.
ask mi to take over her for 2 weeks.
so asked mi not to go band for 2 weeks.
i sae cannot.
not im SO devoted in band.
but she will take advantage of tat de.
if this time i go for 2 weeks to cover yun rui.
next time dee dunno go wat will oso ask to not to go band de.
ya.
bcoz i experience tat for infusion.
made mi missed quite a number of prac.
so.
let them settle their own lah.
i think they got no right to stop mi from going band lor.
they got no right to stop mi from persueing my own interest.
=)

i hope coming fri dinner gathering wif my jies will be successful.
i miss them!
=D
btw.
iris is sick.
mc for 2 daes.
poor ger.
take care!

You're single because you don't want to get hurt

Ever heard the expression, "Once bitten, twice shy?" You can probably relate to this, can't you? Your last relationship may have left you a little raw in emotions, and the memories are likely still fresh in your mind. Fresher than you can sometimes believe. With a hurt like that, you're probably not so eager to enter the drama again — and we can't say that we blame you. You may be so afraid of getting hurt that you take things to heart big-time when you're involved with someone — after all, you've been hurt before, why can't it happen again? You also may be guilty of comparing potential mates to your ex who may still constantly loom large in your mind.

But maybe, just maybe, it's time to check your baggage at the door and let a new person into your life with a clean slate. You have a lot to offer someone, but you can't do it when you have one foot firmly planted in the past.


Why Are You Still Single?

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yo wats up!
tat how i greeted all my gers this morning.
lol.
quite happie to be back in sch.
den zhao dyed his hair.
so i ask him.
'hey u dyed ur hair ar?'
den he ans mi.
'oh no no no.. my hair colour fade'
-.-
wth!!!
he is always so damn crap.
lol.
this morning met ai ren ard 0815 to buy books.
den i went for my 0900 lesson.
which is my first lesson.
tutorial somemore.
scary lor.
first lesson tutorial le.
den went into the class.
from my class de got xuning and jason onli.
ya.
i oso not tat close to the both of them.
we talked once in a blue moon.
same class or no same class wif them like no diff for mi lor.
den so some familar faces.
but dunno them lah.
tat tutorial so sian.
like lecturing ur.
made mi so sleepy.
*yawnz
=p
aft tat 2 hrs tutorial.
met up my ex-classmates for luch.
omg.
its a sad thing to sae tat they are my ex-classmates now.
ai ren same class wif leonard.
god bless her man.
rmb to show him ur kwan yin mah de pai when he talk to u.
LOL!!!
=D
dan same class wif philip, zhao and norman.
jinlong same class wif yuwei and keng joo.
most sway is mi and ai ren lor.
sian.
lucky our lecture all together.
so we all sit together lor.
saw tat bastard dr lim.
asked mi wana go take 3rd year maths or not.
dan and mi going.
jinlong shld be going too.
go see see look look first den decide wana take or not lor
lesson end at 1700.
went to met joey at cine at 1800 for movie.
ytd she asked mi wana watch or not.
i sae ok lor.
mi sch end at 1700.
dunno wat to watch in the first place.
den she sae her friend juz watched 'take the lead'.
her friend sae not bad.
so ok lor.
we watch tat.
bought tix le.
1935.
we went for dinner first.
hmm den on sat she told mi tat the both of them break up le.
omg``
actually in the first place when they started this relationship.
i noe tat.
she herself oso noe and understand tat.
it wun haf a good ending.
but she got the feel for tat relationship.
so she go for it.
the other party dun even dun even trust her.
she find no point continue it.
is the other party who ask for break up de.
but before tat.
she had already wanted to break le.
but she juz cant sae it out.
ya i understand tat.
she had sleepless nights juz bcoz of tat.
even she ate an mian yao oso no use.
aft they had break.
she sae tat she had nice sleep.
ya.
i told her mayb bcoz she think of tat too much le den cant slp.
she told mi tat she is sad.
but she juz simply cant cry it out.
bcoz she noe tat its not worth it.
ya i agree.
its not worth crying for a person who dun trust u.
she asked mi is she silly to start tat relationship.
i told her no.
bcoz she got the feeling.
juz follow the feel.
she asked mi how to not to think so much.
dun hu shi luan xiang.
i told her i dunno.
i told her bcoz i oso always think alot de.
so its quite useless for mi to tell her not to think so much lah.
its cant be help de lor.
hmm.
i oso told her abt my tat '3 weeks relationship'.
she asked mi abt tat.
so i told her lor.
she tot we together a few daes nia.
lol.
she asked mi y.
wat happen.
i told her lor.
yup.
she's a nice person to talk to too.
if once a while both of us go out talk talk is oso nice.
still rmb the first time i went out wif her.
the both of them juz together for a month.
how i noe the second time i go out wif her.
they juz break up.
this kind of thing cant be help de lah.
the both of us like shi lian.
although i had shi lian for a few months le.
the both of us agree tat we will find our mr right one dae de!
hee!
=)
i oso told her tat last wed i went to mos.
den she sae y i nv ask her go.
wahaha.
she nv go before.
both of us finding 1 wed to go club.
but the rest of her wed she working leh.
1 wed she opening lah.
but the next dae she oso opening.
so cant go.
ya.
next month see how her schedule lor.
hmm.
den went for our show.
not bad lah.
its a nice show.
its abt dancing de.
can oso consider is a humour show.
hmm yup.
worth watching.
i recommand tat!
-Take The Lead-
=)
den aft the show.
she went to work.
bcoz she closing.
ya.
den i went home lor.
tml lesson at 0800.
elq.
3hrs.
OMG!!!
wat are we suppose to do wif the com for 3hrs sia.
-.-
lucky ai ren they all oso same.
ask ai ren to sit beside mi.
wahaha.
=D

todae is good fridae.
i got nth to do wif tat.
haa.
but.
i dun think is good lor.
first.
i wana go work at 1430.
it rain freaking heavily.
made mi hafta take a cab to work.
and reached store.
saw tat audrey face.
wah.
argh!
cannot take it ah.
its not a good fridae anymore.
den june purposely reached store late coz she dun wana see audrey's face.
pro lor she.
haa.
conducted 3 parties.
was alright.
till the last one.
it reallie sux to the core lor.
den todae lijie todae last dae.
took a couple of photos wif her.
she oso took wif the rest of the store.
den juz b4 he leave the store.
she cried.
omg.
of coz we all asked her not to cry lah.
hmm.
seriously.
i can juz close two eyes and forget wat had happen last time.
between the 2 of us and the party rooms.
ya.
its acutally quite fun working wif her.
she is real siao too.
too bad i onli realise it during her last few daes.
hmm.
wish her all the best for her o levels ba!
=)

tml morning going band.
working at 1700 to 0300.
ya.
juz coz of june ok!
tats wat i told her.
im suppose to work at 1830 to 0300 de.
ya.
juz coz of her asking mi to help to conduct 1 of the parties.
i sae ok.
asked mi to come earlier.
by right shld go back earlier too.
but by left.
juz coz she is working tml overnight.
i agree to stay till 3am.
but hor.
tml audrey working.
spoil the dae.
lol.
i think june shld be touched man.
everytime she ask mi to work OT i nv reject de sia.
working OT beri tired de leh.
wat to do.
she my sayang.
im her sayang.
LOL!!!
=D

i reallie DISLIKE tat ivy lor.
she fuck up lor.
ytd during evening time.
june wana go out awhile and smoke.
i heard she telling siew wah.
den tat ivy came and tell mi.
'tat june throw the shift aside and went out dunno do wat..dunno smoke or wat i dun care'
fuck lor!
she din throw the shift aside and she did inform siew wah.
and she onli went out less den 5min lor.
den when ivy told mi.
i juz nod my head lah.
den went june came back.
i tell her.
den i tell her if next time she wana smoke dun smoke when ivy is ard.
and another thing.
june told mi tat ytd ivy sms her.
telling june wat to do.
BLOODY HELL!!!
tat ivy is juz a small FLOOR MANAGER!!!
yet june is a ASSISTANCE MANAGER!!!
ivy dun haf the right to tell june wat to do lor.
ya.
ever since we got to noe tat ivy will be promoted to floor manager.
we are already not happy.
she think she wat ah.
sometimes she ORDER mi to do things.
i oso dun gif a damn to her lor.
ARGH!!!
im waiting for the dae tat ivy will be transferred out!
btw.
i used the word 'dislike' to describe against ivy instead of 'hate' is bcoz i rmb samuel telling mi tat the word 'hate' is veri serious.
dun let mi bth till i will use 'hate' against her lor.
she reallie too much already lah.
even my store de riders oso DISLIKE her.
tsk tsk tsk.

reallie not enough slp for almost this week.
slp tat freaking few hours den hafta wake up to work.

tue evening met iris for gym.
yup!
finally aft dunno how long i finally go gym.
lol.
we gym-ed for ard 2 hrs.
tat was.
WOW!
haa.
long.
aft tat we met yun at puggol nasi lemak for dinner-cum-supper ba.
lol.
we shared a plate of nasi and some dian xing.
yup.
we chatted alot.
by the time we looked at the watch.
its already 2325.
omg!
ya.
i missed my last bus from srg.
-.-
hafta take 80 from kovan and walked a LONG way back home.
lol.

ya.
ytd start work at 0700.
i reached store ard 0640 ba.
june was there.
initially the store was damn freaking quite due to is early in the morning.
once i see her.
the store became noisy.
omg!
lol.
u worked overnight the previous night.
so we onli managed to made a few hrs of noisy.
den she left ard 0800.
hmm.
i finsh work at 1600.
went home.
had a nap.
woke up at 1900.
den meet my jies for mos.
yup!
my first clubbing.

hmm.
still rmb 2 person sae tat i will not like those types of place aft i went once.
well.
i dun dislike those places.
mayb last time i may sae tat i dun like those types of places.
but.
things do change.
perhaps i do change too ba.
the environment im living in changed mi?
they had changed mi?
argh!
i dunno!
i dunno y.
when im there.
i think back alot of past.
i mean ALOT.
i dunno y it juz simply came to my mind.
i miss him?
but!
Y SHLD I?!
hais.
ya.
i shld admit tat im silly.
it had been a few months back already.

we at there.
talked alot.
ya.
she do agree tat r/s is tiring.
r/s need alot of commitment.
i agree tat too.
if i think this way.
of coz being single is the best thing ever.
but.
at times.
i do break down.
i do feel sad.
i do need someone to talk to.
i do need care.
i do need concern.
i do need someone by my side always.
to think it in another way.
in exchange of my commitment to get someone by my side.
ya.
seriously.
i dun mind.
i will wait till the time is right for mi.
=)

we drank.
yup.
im abit drunk.
the feeling is like when im drunk at my class chalet.
drunk but still awake.
ya.
afterall.
my drunk-est night till now is still at samuel house.
lol.

hmm.
how i wish im dare to drink till im drunk.
i mean real drunk.
-DRUNK-
not to think of anything.
everything is is left behind my mind.
now i noe y ppl who feel sad will drink.
ya.
mayb some dae i can try it when im sad.
see hows the feeling is like.
hmm...

hmm.
i hope in the future if i get the chance to go clubbing again.
i reallie hope tat i wun be sad.
i dun wana think of the past.
thinking of past reallie hurts.
hais.

i still haf alot alot of stuffs up in my mind.
alot alot of different kinds of feelings.
i dunno how to put it in words.
i dunno how to express it out.

TIME	MONDAY	TUESDAY	WEDNESDAY	THURSDAY	FRIDAY
0800 - 0850		WEEK 1-17(O) EG3242 L2 Q.316 SEG ELQ-LT3 LIMKWAIY WEEK 2-16(E) EG3242 L2 Q.316 SEG ELQ-LT3 LIMKWAIY		WEEK 1-17(O) EG3341 PA4 S.440 SEG DSPL1 TANSIEWL YEWBK WEEK 2-16(E) EG3341 PA4 S.440 SEG DSPL1 TANSIEWL YEWBK
0900 - 0950	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3164 T02 S.431A SEG EDCL1 LEONGCY WEEK 2-16(E) EG3164 T02 S.431A SEG EDCL1 LEONGCY	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3242 L2 Q.316 SEG ELQ-LT3 LIMKWAIY WEEK 2-16(E) EG3242 L2 Q.316 SEG ELQ-LT3 LIMKWAIY		WEEK 1-17(O) EG3341 PA4 S.440 SEG DSPL1 TANSIEWL YEWBK WEEK 2-16(E) EG3341 PA4 S.440 SEG DSPL1 TANSIEWL YEWBK
1010 - 1100	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3164 T02 S.431A SEG EDCL1 LEONGCY WEEK 2-16(E) EG3164 T02 S.431A SEG EDCL1 LEONGCY	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3242 L2 Q.316 SEG ELQ-LT3 LIMKWAIY WEEK 2-16(E) EG3242 L2 Q.316 SEG ELQ-LT3 LIMKWAIY	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3250 TAD S.407 SEG S4-TR15 SUZETTEL WEEK 2-16(E) EG3250 TAD S.407 SEG S4-TR15 SUZETTEL	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3241 PA4 P.220S SEG ELP-ZS LEENM WEEK 2-16(E) EG3241 PA4 S.439 SEG RFTML LEENM	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3242 PA4 P.220F SEG ELP-ZF PHOANC WEEK 2-16(E) EG3242 PA4 S.439 SEG RFTML PHOANC
1110 - 1200			WEEK 1-17(O) EG3250 TAD S.407 SEG S4-TR15 SUZETTEL WEEK 2-16(E) EG3250 TAD S.407 SEG S4-TR15 SUZETTEL	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3241 PA4 P.220S SEG ELP-ZS LEENM WEEK 2-16(E) EG3241 PA4 S.439 SEG RFTML LEENM	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3242 PA4 P.220F SEG ELP-ZF PHOANC WEEK 2-16(E) EG3242 PA4 S.439 SEG RFTML PHOANC
1205 - 1255	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3240 L1 LTS-2 SEG S1-LT2 TANKCH WEEK 2-16(E) EG3240 L1 Q.308 SEG ELQ-LT1 TANKCH	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3240 PA4 P.220X SEG ELP-ZX POHBK WEEK 2-16(E) EG3240 PA4 S.439 SEG RFTML POHBK
1300 - 1350	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3240 L1 LTS-2 SEG S1-LT2 TANKCH WEEK 2-16(E) EG3240 L1 LTS-2 SEG S1-LT2 TANKCH	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3240 PA4 P.220X SEG ELP-ZX POHBK WEEK 2-16(E) EG3240 PA4 S.439 SEG RFTML POHBK	WEEK 1-17(O) EG9865 L2 LTS-2 SEG S1-LT2 THAMWS WEEK 2-16(E) EG9865 L2 LTS-2 SEG S1-LT2 THAMWS	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3341 L1 LTN-7 SEG N4-LT7 YEWBK WEEK 2-16(E) EG3341 L1 LTN-7 SEG N4-LT7 YEWBK	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3240 TA4 S.404 SEG S4-TR12 POHBK WEEK 2-16(E) EG3240 TA4 S.404 SEG S4-TR12 POHBK
1400 - 1450		WEEK 1-17(O) EG3241 TA4 S.406 SEG S4-TR14 LEENM WEEK 2-16(E) EG3241 TA4 S.406 SEG S4-TR14 LEENM	WEEK 1-17(O) EG9865 L2 LTS-2 SEG S1-LT2 THAMWS WEEK 2-16(E) EG9865 L2 LTS-2 SEG S1-LT2 THAMWS	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3250 TAD SS2 SEG SS2 SUZETTEL WEEK 2-16(E) EG3250 TAD SS2 SEG SS2 SUZETTEL
1510 - 1600	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3241 L1 LTM-2 SEG M3-LT2 LAISM WEEK 2-16(E) EG3241 L1 Q.308 SEG ELQ-LT1 LAISM	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3341 PA4 SS6 SEG SS6 TANSIEWL YEWBK WEEK 2-16(E) EG3341 PA4 SS6 SEG SS6 TANSIEWL YEWBK			WEEK 1-17(O) EG3164 P02 S.431A SEG EDCL1 LEONGCY WEEK 2-16(E) EG3164 P02 S.431A SEG EDCL1 LEONGCY
1610 - 1700	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3241 L1 LTM-2 SEG M3-LT2 LAISM WEEK 2-16(E) EG3241 L1 LTM-2 SEG M3-LT2 LAISM	WEEK 1-17(O) EG3341 PA4 SS11 SEG SS11 TANSIEWL YEWBK WEEK 2-16(E) EG3341 PA4 SS11 SEG SS11 TANSIEWL YEWBK			WEEK 1-17(O) EG3164 P02 S.431A SEG EDCL1 LEONGCY WEEK 2-16(E) EG3164 P02 S.431A SEG EDCL1 LEONGCY
1710 - 1800					WEEK 1-17(O) EG3164 P02 S.431A SEG EDCL1 LEONGCY WEEK 2-16(E) EG3164 P02 S.431A SEG EDCL1 LEONGCY

tats my next sem de time table.
one good thing.
no more night class.
no more lesson till 9pm.
one bad thing.
no more off dae.
wth.
so everydae hafta study.
ya.
it sound quite normal wat to study everydae.
coz for the past 2 sems we are used to one dae night class and one off dae le.
now everydae quite long hrs.
sian.
mon-0900 to 1700``
tue-0800 to 1500``
wed-1000 to 1500``
thur-0800 to 1400``
fri-1000 to 1800``
hate mon and fri.
-.-
ai ren!
our lecture mayb the same wor.
since our first lect is the same.
is think got hope le ba.
wahaha!
=D

7 daes.
ya.
juz one more week.
before sch reopen.
sometimes i juz reallie prefer sch daes.
at least study is not as tired as working.
but i love working too.
hais.
i dunno wat am i talking.
i juz haf this kind of mao dun de feeling.

new semester.
new class.
new friends.
so long will i take to click on wif them?
im reallie afraid tat i cant click on wif them.
i dun wana be alone.
y cant we juz be in the same class for 3yrs?
y we hafta separate?
hais.
juz wish mi good luck and all the best wif all my NEW things gonna happen in my NEW sem ba.

ai ren!
ya!
u will miss my ********
=P
i will miss ur lame-ness too.
btw.
u still owe mi a shirt from 'hk'.
and u oso owe seline *** from 'hk' too!
LOL!!!
=D
still rmb once we said we are 'lame ren er ren zu'.
hmm.
reallie glad to noe u.
and of coz the rest of the gers and those guys.
those lame and funnie memories.
those dai dee and ji ba ban daes during our exam period.
reallie sad tat we hafta be separate aft 2 yrs.
hais.
=(

sorry for not updating.
was reallie busy these few daes.
was working.
worked overnight ytd.
coz auntie alice on leave.
den poor siew wah was working.
so helped her lor.

hmm.
reallie lotsa things had happened.
my yuan mei mei had reallie resign.
cant get to see her during her last dae.
and im shocked to see her wrote mi 1 testi.
i had wrote her 1 too.

ever since my yuan mei mei had left le.
hwee teck had been always my topcat le.
ya.
of coz.
he is not as good as my yuan mei mei lah.
lol.
=D

lijie is oso resigning soon too ba.
she had made cookies for us.
for the whole store.
yup.
den yun rui is promoting soon.
to replace lijie lor.

the practice for infusion2 had stared.

ok.
im reallie shocked to see this happen to mi.
18 yrs of my life.
no one had approach mi.
wanting to make friend as mi.
this happen last fri when i was working.
siew wah pulled mi over to see tat guy.
and i was freaking paiseh.
so i walked away.
tat guy gave siew wah his num.
to pass it to mi.
but tat dae work was so damn busy.
i had misplace his num le.
opps!
=x

last sat was his bdae.
i wished him thru sms.
he nv reply mi or wat.
has he changed his num?
or he juz simply dun wana rmb mi.
i dunno.
but i juz willing to spend tat effort to wish him.
although its not a big deal afterall.
i think he dun rmb mine le ba.

jies.
wed is still on.
not sure whether if im working or not.
will try to change if im working.
=)

ai ren.
dun be so sad k.
we are both the loner.
ya.
SHIT those guys lah.
can be is the same class.
i think u is abt the same as mi.
from small till big.
afraid to make new friends and new environment.
afraid to talk to ppl for the first time.
shy?
haa.
reallie need some time for mi to talk to ppl lor.
our character quite same hor.
lol.
we are so close for 2 yrs.
and 3rd yr hafta separate.
ARGH!!!
ya.
fcuk npy!
im afraid of doing group projects for the coming sem le.
i believe u too.
hais.
HAIS!!!

ytd din blog.
was damn freaking tired.
onli get to reach home at 0030.

ytd work at 0800.
till 1630.
was freaking bored.
1st is coz of those bosses meeting at my store.
2nd is coz audrey working.
omg.
reallie sian lor.
i sian till june come to work.
finally hear my laughter.
lol.
=D
finish work at 1630.

woke up at 1000.
bathed le den go to work at 1230.
i think june scared tat im not going to work.
she called mi while im on my way to work.
lol.
when i reach.
den i realised alot of crews nv turn up for work.
jia lat lor.
sometimes i reallie pity those mgrs lor.
without crews to work.
is reallie beri xing ku de.
tats y i will feel guilty when i take mc.
be it real sick or fake sick.
i will still guilty.
i had taken mc and not turn up for work quite a number of times recently.
act blur tat i dunno im working.
tat is during the bartley alumni bbq tat dae.
2 or 3 daes mc coz im real sick during tat period of time.
fake mc coz im staying at infusion band chalet.
god plz forgive mi for saeing lies.
i will cut down the number of these de.
hmm.
sat prac on sat starting this week.
lesser work commitment.
no money!!!
jia lat.
hais.
or worse come to worst.
did wat i did previously lor.
wat to do.
i NEED to work to survive!

ok.
start work at 1230.
actually i had a party at 1300 de.
but cancelled.
for a stupid reason.
den another party at 1500.
idiotic lor.
made mi feel restless and tired.
did quite badly.
opps!
im sorry.
delayed.
and my next party was late.
suppose to ba 1700.
i think i started at 1730.
ya lor.
lucky the host not fussy.
heng ah!
tat one not bad.
quite fun.
den wawa came to look for june!
den managed to FIND time to talk to her.
coz i was damn busy mah.
yun rui was conducting party.
she wawa sit ouside and watch.
den i ask her how.
i told her she is promoting soon.
den wawa sae she not bad lah.
but too tensed le.
gan jiong ba.
first few times conducting party.
we lack of stars.
den wawa ask mi to call those ex-stars.
ask them whether they wana come back work or not.
let mi recall see i can still rmb or not.
christina.
jun siong.
yeow sian.
john.
i think this few ba.
lol.
but i call them?
muz be joking ah.
those who noe mi.
shld noe i dun dare to do this kind of thing de.
lol!
=D
went home ard 2200++ ba.
reach home abt 2300.

hmm.
tml working at 0800 to 1630.
patch meeting.
idiot lah they all.
lol.
audrey opening.
i think i will be nagged le ba.
she is even 10 times more naggier den my more lor.
=x
somemore dee mc.
omg.
no one acc mi work.
ya.
serene oso 0800.
i think she will oso kena nagged de lah.
lol.
den i think june 1400 ba.
forget le.
janice 1700.
lalala``
cant acc janice.
she come i punch out le.
=D
den aft work meeting iris for hair cut.
june joining us!
but she not cutting.
she juz cut not long ago.
den we haf dinner together lor.
=)

i kept on blogging abt 2 juneS.
lol.
hope u all wun messed up wif the 2 juneS.
hee.
=p

my ai ren seems like mia-ing again.
lol.
dun tell mi u go 'hk'.
LOL!!!
=D
omg.
i miss those LAME + cold jokes man.
will we get the chance to haf again it next sem?
hmm.

let mi blog from fri night till now.

fri night i went to tampines to meet ian,florence,alice,regina,soefian,ismail and guo wei.
we went there for dinner and oso for a meeting.
discuss abt wat are we going to do aft infusion 2006.
wat are go going to do to the profit.
yup.
got all of our thinkings and opinion.
den we, the 'infusion band', got a chalet at changi saf chalet.
i dun wana go de.
den all psyco mi.
so i went there and stayed overnight.
played mahjong awhile.
den went out to haf supper.
den wen back to the chalet again.
the whitley band was having their meeting there.
ended up we bartley dun haf a room for us to rest.
den ian and ismail slept in the living room.
-.-
whereas mi,florence,alice,regina and meng went to find night life.
we went to changi village to see ah gua!!!
SHE-MALES!!!
lol.
quite alot lor.
quite interesting lah.
first time see so MANY she-males standing in one whole street.
we came out ard 0330.
den went back4++ abt 5 ba.
zo bo awhile.
den went to take our concert video and watch.
actually one of my favourite 'princess mononoke'.
i find it nice.
but when we play.
i found out tat is not nice.
all the trumpeters are over-powering the whole band.
got one part when we all play.
i cant reallie hear wat the rest of the band playing lor.
sad.
den simon sae tat our prince of eygpt.
our trumpet section play better den NUS trumpet section.
wahaha!
=D
hmm.
ok.
den tian liang le.
im suppose to work at 1800.
BUT HOR!!!
tat ismail and jonathan keep in psyco-ing not to go work.
den can join in the meeting.
join the the bbq.
got to interact wif them.
to haf fun.
bla bla bla.
101 reasons lah.
omg.
den i decided to take mc.
ya.
im reallie sorry.
i reallie feel guilty.
SORRIE!!!
den regina oso hafta go back sch for parent's meeting.
mi and her live in the same area.
den ismail sae can ride regina home.
but mi leh.
den i will be going home alone.
den ismail sabo mi.
he told jonathan.
'jonathan , suet lin got sth to ask u'
den i was like laughing.
'HUH?!?!'
before i can sae anything.
jonathan ask mi.
'wan mi to ride u back huh?'
all the ppl there burst out into laughter.
got mi, regina, ismail and meng.
den he sae.
'can'
lol.
den good lor.
ismail ride regina back.
jonathan ride mi back.
i reached home ard 0800.
den i went to see doctor to get mc.
i told the doctor tat im having running nose.
=x
den went back home.
bathed and ate sth.
meet regina ard 1300 to go back to the chalet again.

btw i found out sth.
the whitley trumpeter named danny.
hje is oso working at mac.
den i ask him he wat store de.
he told mi.
'lido'
i was like.
'LIDO?!?!'
for those who noe.
but i dunno i ever tell anyone abt this or not lah.
HIS mother oso working at lido mac.
tats y im so shocked.
singapore is so small.
ya.
den he oso nv go work on sae.
he wanted to take mc.
but i think he stay at the chalet thru out nv leave.
so nv go take mc.
so he ended up 'di-gong' tat he dunno he is working.
lol.
=D

before i left hse to go back to the chalet.
i called store.
told siew wah tat i mc.
i diarrhoea.
lol.
rmb i told the doctor i running nose.
but i told siew wah im having diarrhoea.
LOL!!!
=D
but i think she nv reflect on schedule.
coz joey sms mi late in the night ask mi where am i.
=x
bad sia mi.
hais.

mi and regina reached the chalet ard 1430.
den we all start our meeting.
yup.
we all agree to haf infusion 2 aka infusion 2007.
and i decided to join.
ya.
tats next year.
month not decide yet.
coz next yr some of the guys hafa go ns le.
like ian and zaki.
both trumpet de.
and tat meng still dunno wana join or not.
wah lydat trumpet section will be jia lat.
so wana choose a date before their ns lor.
better mah.
and the profit.
all hafta be use for future usage in band.
coz the contract got sae cant slit into individual members.
ok lor.
nvm wat.
since in the first place i join the concert oso not coz of the profit.

band prac will resume on coming sat at 0800.
omg.
-.-
todae is april's fool dae.
i dunno is simon fooling us or not.
lol.
=D
dun think so ba.
cant rest.
hafta immediately start le.
hmm.
yup.
i think is better lah.
coz we saw all the mistakes we did in infusion.
we start now.
and hopefully we wun do it again in infusion 2 lor.
=)

ok aft all the meeting thingy.
we had our bbq.
was okok lah.
but i felt tired halfway le.
fell asleep on the sofa.
den before tat i got drink vodka and wine.
den simon tot i drank.
lol.
im not!
=p
reallie tired lor.
whole night nv slp.
den mi,florence,regina and zainal went off ard 2230.
den i reached home ard 2345.
yup.
TIRED!!!
and plus im working tml.
omg.

ya!
june is back from shanghai!!!
hee!
=p
i called her ard 2230 while i was waiting for bus to go home.
she sae she juz drop from plane.
waiting for her luggage.
sorry cant go fetch u.
coz im REAL tired.
=(
work hard on ur project ba!
will ask u out one dae de.
haa!

oh ya!
to ALL my dearest jies!
our yun da jie wana go to mos before all of us de sch reopen.
i suggested on 7apr(fri) or 21apr(fri).
although 21 i sch reopen le lah.
haa!
coz 14apr public holidae.
i shld be working.
PLZ + DIE DIE + MUZ gif mi a reply asap.
whether going or not.
and on which date u prefer.
see which date is the most popular den mi and yun will decide.
lol!
can sms mi or juz tag here can le.
thankie!
=)
as for iris.
u all shld noe tat she dun read blogs de.
i will sms her lah.
so dua pai.
-.-

ai ren.
bad news for u.
im so sorry to sae tat those guys all not same class as u.
=(
mi leh?
u guess?!?!
mi same as JASON!!!
WTH!!!
ARGH!!!
-.-
ask him dun come irritate mi lah.
lol.
jinlong same as yu wei.
philip, norman and zhao the same.
hais.
we 2 so ke lian.
=(
ya HOPE + PRAY lectures will be the same ba.
btw.
wana ask u.
u got special elective or not?
all those guys all dun haf onli i haf leh.
weird weird de.

recently i found out tat HE deleted HIS blog.
HE oso deleted HIS friendster account if im not wrong.
wat is HE think up in HIS mind?
wana start a fresh?
let HIM be ba.
hmm.
den juz now seline told mi tat she saw HIM at harbour front.
she nv saw HIM.
but HE saw her.
DEN HOR!!!
she stared at HIM and walk away.
omg.
hais.
i think her tat action is freaking NOT necessary lor.
will her action made HIM think tat i still hate HIM?
hate HIM?
i think no ba.
i noe myself.
i cant hate ppl for long de.
hais.
hope seline wun create any trouble for mi ba.